Desiring
Kripalu Ji Maharaj says that as a devotee you must have
a deep desire for Krishn. You should continue to seek him
until that day comes, as you remember His name and virtues.
Tears of happiness should flood your eyes as you are
immersed in His love. In order to find Bliss, you must
meditate day and night on Krishn. Every aspect of your
existence should be dedicated to embody His love. Bliss
will come to those that are patient enough to look for the
true path. Waiting for him in your separation can become
excruciating when there are delays in your pursuits. You
must beg for him in grievance constantly repeating Ha
Krishn. It is a journey that will cause your body to lose
consciousness. Furthermore, you must believe with all your
heart that Krishn will come to you and make you His own,
enveloping you in His Bliss.
Desire comes in the form of desiring Krishn and dissolving
all forms of maya. You must ask Krishn when you will be
living in Braj for eternity. You must ask when your eyes
will flow with tears of affection, rejoicing the splendor
of the name and principles of Shyama Shyam. When will you
sing Radhey, Radhey, Radhey, as you walk on the path of
Gahyarban in glee and jubilation? When will you,
intoxicated in His Love and consumed in passion, wander in
Vrindaban? As the separation becomes unbearable, will you
continue to embrace the foliage of Govardhan and sink in
His love? You must long for Him, wanting to experience Him
and all love he encompasses.